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Friday, May 27, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:03 AM Dear:Blog  It's been day straight when i look at my phone i don't even have the thought of even waiting for your fucking text? why should i even bother now! i never have any thoughts of missing you wanting to hear your voice or what ever bullshit there is! cause the fact is i'm really learning to move on smoothly! kuudosss!! no i see my self not needing you in my life anymore hows that for a start! maybe is because i'm free from the shadow that i've prison myself in! and again tell your current gf don't bother going round the bush leaving hint here and there cause for all i care i'm not even fucking jealous! like go a head my dear i've tasted you before! so she can have you as her main course! all i need now is desserts! hahaha! like all i care! okeh next! later on i'll be working at 10.30 am and what a good girl i am still fucking awake not even getting any shut eyes! hahaha! insomnia i guess but wtf. hahah aniways! 9 more days to go and i don't fucking feel any excitement to it! or should all 20 years old lady feel this way during their birthday? bullshit this sucks big time! maybe 20 isn't the age i wanna step in right now at this point of time! cause i'm not even ready i guess! to be young lady! hahah okeh okeh! but aniways not celebrating! i just feel fucked up i guess! okeh this is why i don't really like blogging cause! when ever your trying your best to blog no fucking thing is coming out of your mind! is like you freaking don't even know what you wanna say! and when you don't even have the mood or the momentum to blog! every nonsensical and fucked up phrase appear in your mind! bullshit luh weii! hahaha okeh i gues i'll better get some shut eyes at least 4 to 5 hrs of sleep will boost my energy! hahahah! and of cause! i misses Arzli,SugarBaby and ect! ahaha ok gonna sleep noww! bye bloggies i'll blog soon! (♥Take It Back To Where We Started♥)
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:31 AM Dear:Bloggie  Today marks the day i end it all trying my very best to move on from suffocating myself in his shadow! stop this prison i'm locking myself in, start a fresh and move one for him,cause i know i deserve someone better! someone who could at least appreciate me being there and appreciate what ever i'm doing!no point of me holding on to the fine rope any longer might as well i let it go free and free myself as well! so i'll not turn back anymore,promised to never prison myself in your shadow any longer! it's time i move on and walk away!just you go your way and i go mine, though it may seem hard but i'll survive and be strong! with out you! i know you will be happy and i'm happy for you! memories will always remains as memories! i can't change that even if i tried! wish myself all the best in learning to let go and move on! and i wish you all the best in your time a head!  I'm not afraid to walk alone cause eventually you know whose walking with you through thick and thin!
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:27 AM All i can say is well done my dear! you must be reading what ever i post one right hah! and you really cannot different shape between helping out and bitching bout other? sorry i have no time to do all that unlike you! i don't swag that way baby! you don't know me so don't come and judge ok my dear girl. and look whose talking! hahaha like seriously! Last blogged @ 1:20 AM I really have no say in anything now! after reading your blog! all i could do now is just smile and walk away i guess, let me remind myself why this happen again! i cerita kan semua kat umi sbab i anggap dier sebagai my momin english (i tell everything to umi because i treat her as a mother) and now ur sis marah kat me sebab dier ingat i bbl pasal dier(Angry cause she thought i was talking bout her) than what's there left for me to say? when it seems to be conclusion jumping around? and of cause i'm at fault right cause you told me bout it! i admit my mistake ok and i rest my case so might as well i just take steps back and just walk off from your life right? isn't it easy said and done?
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Last blogged @ 1:31 AM  That is how i felt like! but after awhile i realize i don't actually expect anything , cause i loved them whole heartedly! and with out anything in return i felt content! i've sacrifice more then enough! like seriously! so i don't expect any thing from you but just a simple thank you!  It's always ok to be scared! and i eventually learn from it!  Yes boy this i swear is true you don't shine as bright anymore! and i guess maybe everything i'm hoping and wishing for is just a dream that i have to sleep in! just so it stays true! like i said im tired! <br> HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MY DEAREST MOTHER!THANKS FOR BRINGING ME UP IN THIS WORLD!EVEN IF I FELT LIKE MY WORLD IS GETTING TOO FUCKED UP FOR ME!I STILL LOVE TOU DEARLY! FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!(♥Take It Back To Where We Started♥)
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Last blogged @ 12:18 AM  I find my self just hoping and wishing that one day i would have the privileged to have you heart once more! to take special good care of it! i wished i could be the one! but i guess i'll still lose that hear of yours! maybe is just my imagination that i could have you once more! even how hard i prove i really do loved you! =( i wanna wished you a HAPPY 3 MONTH THAT'S UNREACHED TO YOU! PLEASE BE SURE THAT I REALLY CARE FOR YOU SO MUCH! AND I LOVED YOU STILL MY DEAREST EX! PLEASE BE MINE ONCE MORE! (♥Take It Back To Where We Started♥)
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Last blogged @ 3:12 PM Ask me anything! You Ask I Answer! http://formspring.me/ZataDinie(♥Take It Back To Where We Started♥)
Last blogged @ 1:53 AM Hellow: Blogger This Is My New Blog I'm Gonna Update It Soon! Deleting My Old One Or Maybe Just Hide It For Time Being! (♥Take It Back To Where We Started♥) |
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